Didn't know why I started this post but, (Already said I feel stupid).
Wanted to write about what happened just now but i'm feeling lazy to.
I can no longer hide my feelings well.
Each time I tried hard not to think, yet the more I'd think, the more I'd start to tear.
Cried myself to sleep just now.
As well as last night.
It comes so easily, and I don't know why.
I think crying is a good way to make myself fall asleep easily.
Yay, I should cry more *v*" LOL.
After all, crying isn't bad for health. I guess.
It feels weird without you talking to me.
I should get use to this soon.
Life is really so much happier with you.
But I guess, well...
Not the time for me to brood over it anymore.
I really wish that I could back to few months before and change everything,
so that I wouldn't have to try so hard to forget you.
Even though I miss those times but, God, please just help to erase everything from my memory.
If only I can just reformat my memory easily like a memory card .______."
Uh, I hate myself.
Not blogging any further, bye.
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